2022.01.21 20:10 Drkaku infraestructura informatica laburo
Buen dia rediteros de uruguay, quisiera preguntar si esto tiene buena salida laboral? viendo que ahora mas y mas se usa servicios en la nube y menos servidores fisicos. no soy muy entendido en el tema sepan disculpar si tengo algun error de definicion
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2022.01.21 20:10 jordanearth What are you waiting for?
2022.01.21 20:10 ZoolShop Americans are quitting at record rates. These 5 states are leading the pack.
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2022.01.21 20:10 3S3D Be honest, this beef is just gonna boost their sales. If no one dies then this is a smart business move for both parties
2022.01.21 20:10 5_Frog_Margin Meat Loaf auctioning Bat Out of Hell picture discs as a fundraiser for WGBH in 1978.
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2022.01.21 20:10 ArS-13 [RF] Yukima, dual wielding SAO inspired dualist - for u/lugia5908
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2022.01.21 20:10 driven750 After 17 years of suppressing, my dark memories came to surface today
When I was just a boy, just 6 years of age, I got sexually abused by my brother who was 15 at that time. Abuse was brutal, he anally penetrated me with no lube or anything, it hurt like fucking hell. The abuse would continue for a year I think it occured frequently, because I can recall at least 8-9 times of when it happened. I remember we moved when I was 7 and I could recall that it started when I was 6 because when we lived at old place I was 6. I remember last time when he was about to do it, for first time I didn't let it happen, instead I told him that if he does it I will tell mom. He never touched me again after that.
The fucked up thing that I fucking hated and it really made feel bad about myself, that on very rare occasions I would like the feeling of penetration. I am 100% straight guy, but even after abuse ended I did anal masturbations on occasion. What fucked me up even more was discovering porn on his computer when I was 7, and I got this weird idea that I am supposed to be woman, because I am the one who is taking his dick, not to mention I never had real masculine figure in my life, my dad is a psycho and that probably caused my brother to be like this. This shit messed me up real good and in my later years after years od porn addiction, I discovered and got addicted to fucked up anal instructions porn. Thank God, it's been long time since I watched any porn, for last 3 years I am on self-improvement so quitting porn was one of first things I did to start improving myself. Anyway, growing with psychopath father and abuser brother over the years made my brain repress all those fucked up memories. I didn't cry for years because I thought I had no reason to. My life today is fine, I have job, I live in city, work out etc. Today I woke up and something hit me. I got flashback for first time in my life, and memories starting poping in my head. That huge fucking wall that was in my head had crumbled. I cried for 2 hours. I remembered even some details like my brother would take TV (in 2004 there was no phones, so tv was an ultimate distraction) from our room and lend it to sisters room so they would be distracted while I was being raped. That memory was surppressed for 17 years, but today I relieved it and it felt fuckin real. I got the same feeling of anticipation of getting raped and used. I realized the way I behaved during my teens and early 20s was not because I was fucked up, it is because those events fucked me up. I didn't blame myself, but I also certainly didn't blame the abuse. I ignored it.
I relieved those memories and I try to make sense of them. This is hardest thing, because nothing makes sense. Being a little innocent boy and getting raped on regular basis for 1-2 years left huge fucking emotional scar over me. I didn't even realize that until today but now I do because I cried like baby. I am strong guy who can do 300 pull ups and 1000 push ups, run a half marathon in a day, but I still haven't faced my demons. I have to make sense of events that happened. Should I go to therapist? Idk really.. any advice, or anyone who resonates? Thanks for reading my fucked up story
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2022.01.21 20:10 SparkyTemper Someone broke my window
Some jerk busted my passenger window and went through my glove box. Only thing stolen was my binoculars in the glove box. There was nothing to steal and no reason to break the glass. Looks like it'll take a while to get a replacement window. Sucks in the middle of winter in Revelstoke.
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2022.01.21 20:10 alternatekicks87 Why don't people flock to me
2022.01.21 20:10 Aero_AD Playing Legends:Arceus.
I guess company’s have been releasing the game early and Nintendo is furious about it. Probably going to sue the world. LOL Gladly, mine just finished downloading and I’m about to hop onto it and check this game out. I’ve been waiting so long, and I’m so excited, that I don’t even care that I work the grave shift tonight. I’m going to beat it before it’s official release date. LOL
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2022.01.21 20:10 water2wine Cheddar & Chive Scones
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2022.01.21 20:10 PaulWhoLovesYou How do my Arcane Trickster get magical powers?
So I made my character a Rogue, and planned from the beginning that he is going to be an Arcane Trickster, but the problem is that i didn't thik about how he get his powers. I would be weird that he just get them out of nowhere and that he already know he got them when he level up.
His backstory is that he is an orphan, he lost his eye to a bird, as an adult he left the orphanage, he tried to steal from a mage that said to be able to give people back lost bodypart but failed and now he has a gaping black hole where he originaly lost his eye.
I asked my Dm, and he gave me some tips that he may just accidently discover that i can do magic by using Mage Hand when reaching for something far away, but how does he know the other spells? does it make sense that he randomly decided to look for spells in a library and chose some he found interesting? does it make sense that he got his magic from the curse that was supposed to punish him? I suggested that his source for magic could be his parents the he don't know.
My DM said he doesn't want my backstory to limit me from playing my class, but i feel like it would be great if it made sense how i know my powers. I just didn't think that through when i made my backstory. Maybe i should just say i knew i could do magic from the start, but idk.
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2022.01.21 20:10 samorodook Funny little OC
| This is Oni (Born 'Scrollreader'), a male NightWing. He's a blind private investigator (don't ask me how this works. I don't know either.) who lives in my uh. wacky, complicated au that is nowhere near completion and makes me sound insane when describing it. He does a little crimefighting, a little trickery and tomfoolery here and there if you will. He'll probably die a horrible death, but that comes with the title of being one of my ocs.|
He signed the paperwork, he knows what he got himself into.
I might make a fullbody later but its 12am and I don't have the energy rn
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2022.01.21 20:10 cryptophillip86 WINNING THE BATTLE IS EASIER WITH TTK THE FUTURE OF NFTgame.
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2022.01.21 20:10 OvarianDestroyer Hello I’m currently an undergrad sophomore preparing for my first GS super day and I was wondering what kind of technical questions I should prepare for. Thanks in advanced!
2022.01.21 20:10 Willing-Clock-8884 Hot Amanda Cerny Enjoy Sun Party #christmas
2022.01.21 20:10 Milspec_Boba Zeroing
I just want to know how far do you guys zero? I have buddies telling me how and why they do it and the distance they do. I just want to hear what you guys do
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2022.01.21 20:10 Elledawg I designed and crafted this mini tote using leather from an abandoned couch. I also made a video about it
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2022.01.21 20:10 operator139 Maybe I should take as every time you block me as a sign you love me, I don't fucking, fucking, fucking, fucking, fucking know
2022.01.21 20:10 TrumpSharted Trump Tried (and Failed) to Block Jan. 6 Committee From Obtaining Draft Executive Order About Seizing Voting Machines
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2022.01.21 20:10 Cooper0215 Advisor won’t let me drop class?
I am doing undergraduate research and my advisor enrolled me in a UG Independent Study class that has a ridiculous amount of work for being one credit. I have looked through the syllabus and the majority of the projects for this class are time consuming and don’t have a lot to do with me doing research. I emailed my advisor to ask if I could drop the class and they said no? Is that allowed? I feel like I should be able to drop this class and I don’t understand why my advisor won’t let me.
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2022.01.21 20:10 No-Professional4207 24mm ,raw edited with facetune 2
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2022.01.21 20:10 Quirrelli some doodles :)
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2022.01.21 20:10 vitaohmc Ps4 - Robben 94 sniped.
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2022.01.21 20:10 g4m3f33d Fortnite parent Epic Games wants to curb iPhone maker's ‘Dark Cloud’ of app control - HT Tech
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