Taking time to reflect on potential art with him, and being an emotional dork about it.

2021.10.26 01:32 crashboxer1678 Taking time to reflect on potential art with him, and being an emotional dork about it.

I've fully acknowledged that he's moved on and has no particular need for me, especially being 10 states away now. I've also acknowledged that I did some tangible hurt to someone who didn't deserve all that drama of dredging up the past. That being said, putting those facts out into the universe is painful, yes, but reflective. It's a cold truth.
I have all these self-insert ideas about AUs that he could draw of the two of us with my bf and other people we know. So if anyone wants to make $100 sketching me as Eliza Schuyler, I'm down, haha. In all seriousness, I'm thinking about reaching out to someone else artistic if the ideas are still roaming around in my head and I just have to see them fully realized.
But here's the coldest part of that, man - he's probably not going to be in them. Both for my healing and because he's not really relevant to my current life anymore, nor am I to his. So no, he can't be a second Tuxedo Mask with my boo, or a Miraculous holder with the two of us, or even a stick user a la Magical Girl Site.
...Just, tell my brain that. He fits so seamlessly into the mix when fantasies of grandeur come about. When I'm bored.
It's probably just my subconscious reflecting on my own self-esteem issues of fearing that because I'm not worth his time, therefore I have less or no worth. Therefore, adding him seems to be a placeholder for something I inherently feel is "right", and may feel "bereft" without. That's a huge, huge leap in logic-less logic.
Eh. Maybe I'll tell myself, again, that he's living his best life without me and eventually not feel sad about it. It's a super dull ache, but it's waning. I even went to karaoke without him, for Pete's sake. It was fun, I'm going again.
So, I'm no better off than a lot of people, I guess. I'm just glad that's okay here.
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2021.10.26 01:32 damniel37 What's your favorite Scruffy quote?

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2021.10.26 01:32 lovingazura 21F [Chat] Drinking cause midterms started :')))

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2021.10.26 01:32 Joenartys [For Hire] I open commissions, I only accept paypal, more information to the private

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2021.10.26 01:32 natesummrs CHARLIE PUTH - LOSER (BEST EXTENDED VERSION)

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2021.10.26 01:32 JustARandomUserHere Multiplayer dungeon crawler to play with teenager

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2021.10.26 01:32 LiveStart6512 I love FLOKI ❤️

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2021.10.26 01:32 mollila Apes Together Strong NFT. One of the NFT's held by Iron Bank NFT Collateral Vault against $3.5 mil loan to PleasrDAO.

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2021.10.26 01:32 Stumbling_Corgi He’s 14 and can’t keep up with the walks anymore but I’ll be darned if he’s gonna stay behind

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2021.10.26 01:32 Nahimgoodwiththat Eth Duriel’s shell FT

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2021.10.26 01:32 AurebeshSoup So many loose ends…

I know it’s not the important thing right now but I just keep thinking about all the content that was promised or talked about that we might never get now. The Mario Kart tournament, the rotisserie chicken eating contest, return of the ‘Gus & Eddy go’ series, etc. It’s for the best that Gus is stepping away and I’m proud of Eddy’s statement but still, losing this podcast and its community feels like losing a loved one far too soon. It just makes me sad.
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2021.10.26 01:32 kjeldsweep Fellow introverted girls: how do we meet guys around here?

Is there an app that works best? I’m kinda new to this 🙈 and I’m an international student from Korea so it’s also like new culture. Or is there a good place to meet in real life?
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2021.10.26 01:32 BarbellPadawan It got way worse than this…

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2021.10.26 01:32 SmrtLikeRock The best way to forget about an 74 hour work week is to ride the Death Wave! 🤙

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2021.10.26 01:32 GratefulToBeGold 💪🐮See these Traditional Chinese Martial Artists Train and Take Down Bulls With their Bare Hands 🐂🐃

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2021.10.26 01:32 -Ernie The late great Jim Croce from the liner of the 1973 album I Got a Name

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2021.10.26 01:32 StinkyPantyPrincess 🤎 BROWN EYED GIRL 🤎

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2021.10.26 01:32 ecouple2003 WTH is the difference between Nano and Banano?

Are they somehow related? Where can I find out how much Nano is worth?
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2021.10.26 01:32 Winter_Cat_5520 Someone help me!! What is this?

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2021.10.26 01:32 throwawaybangbangboo 24 [F4M] USA/Anywhere - Voice Call?

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2021.10.26 01:32 FeudiLyric29_ Does anyone know of any good hangout/role play games?

Feeling kinda bored and don’t wanna play anymore overwatch tonight. just looking for a game like vr chat.
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